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August
The Feminine Nature of Surrender
It is easy to become indignant at the evil of the
world and the way the planet and its animals are
mistreated. It is all very sad. Yet your soul can
become wet wading through rivers of injustice that
you are powerless to fix. Sometimes the weight of
helplessness and futility hangs over us like a
shroud. We lose touch with beauty as we become
blinded by a silent rage that taunts us from the
gates of hell to become as evil as the injustice we
rile against. One can soon loose sight of self and
which way to go.
In the end, I reconciled it in my heart by
realizing two important things: powerlessness is a
part of people’s karma in this life; we have
to be gracious and accept it. And, while injustice
is a terrible thing, we can see an improvement in
the world over recent decades as humanity becomes
more and more conscious and aware of itself. Also
in being aware of injustice and watching it we
learn what it is that we don’t what to
become.
Beauty lies in surrender. It's a feminine
humility that calls to wounded souls from beyond
the mists of Avalon. Late at night I'd called to
the ladies of the mist saying, “Help me, my
heart, she cry.” And sometimes the Spirit of
Surrender would whisper to me in visions and dreams
and she would tell me to quit and sit and wait. So
to while away the time I’d breathe love into
the hearts of liars and crooks and pedophiles and
the embezzlers of human souls, and I felt better
and I waited as instructed.
Most of the evil is yang and all of our glorious
histories of which we are so proud, are but
gruesome accounts of pillage, mass murder and
conquest. Humanity is but a child sick with a
terrible bout of yang that has lasted several
thousand years. It’s an evolutionary phase
like the antics of a rebellious teenager. There is
no point in fighting it for in the emotion of your
antagonism you abandon the very softness that
offers you reconciliation and redemption.
We are all changing and growing and in the
collective nightmare of our humanity a golden light
trickles through in the dead of night liberating
people as fast as they will embrace a new ideal. We
have to be grateful for small mercies, there are
many people on the spiritual path that are trying
to escape and they are bringing others with them.
Understanding that, we should be patient and
surrender, for there is gentleness in that, and
anyway, in a long enough time-frame the yang will
burn itself out and the feminine will triumph. As a
part of that softness it is best not to get too
hung up with people’s deficiencies but rather
look to their heroic redeeming qualities, while of
course fixing yourself, all the while.
The softness that calls to us from beyond the
mist is a very great power that we know little
about, but it has shown that it will sustain you
once you start to break free, and it graciously
holds you up when you begin to doubt or when you
feel a bit wobbly. You are not alone. The trick is
to not confront the system while you are trying to
leave it. I was a bit too brash in this life I
should have kept my mouth shut. There is a
stupidity in confronting the system, for that which
you confront holds you invisibly by the wrist not
allowing you to get away.
But I learned my lessons and eventually I
retreated. And once I put down the cudgel of my
indignation and I embraced the feminine spirit, the
humility of her world gradually built a bridge for
me and I saw the way out. Respite is there for
every weary soul blessed as they all should be.
Surrender. It took me a while but I got the message
eventually for that I am eternally grateful.
©2010, Stuart
Wilde
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Stuart
Wilde is an urban mystic, a modern visionary, he's
written fifteen books on consciousness and
awareness. His perceptive and quirky way of writing
has won him a loyal readership over the
years.
He has been a researcher of
consciousness for over twenty years. Some consider
him an expert on transdimensional worlds and the
phenomena of the supernatural. He has simple a way
of explaining things that hitherto have seemed a
mystery.
Stuart's political writings are
satirical and often very funny. Nonetheless, he
seems to have an accurate grip on the ebb and flow
of world events and many of his long-term views and
predictions have turned out to be quite prophetic.
He has written 15 books on consciousness and
awareness including Affirmations: What
I Am Has Beauty
& Strength His
latest book is called God's Gladiators.
stuartwilde.ning.com
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